It’s been ages since my last entries. Am I that too busy to wrote something here. I myself weren’t sure about this. One thing for sure, I’m not that busy of thinking the big issue. The ummah issue.
Lately been thinking and due to that been having migraine attacks in few weeks. Been thinking the problems that I’ve been facing since I return home.
I always remind myself to be strong and fight against myself to become a better person. But eventually, I failed… I lost a battle between me and myself. It’s true, to fight against ourself is never easy. Too tough to win this battle. Then again I set a niyyah not to this and that, up till today I failed everyday.
This week liqa’ with new “mother” and “sisters” . Some new faces. Previously don’t really knew them. After the liqa‘ this week, certain things that made me amaze of my new family. How Allah arrange their lives in bits and pieces to maintain in this path. How amazing it is the way Allah arrange our life. SubhanaAllah!! One of my new sister, when she starts her tarbiyyah story; it makes me stund for a while that for not being rely on human, but to rely on Allah and only Allah. Makes me wander to check on myself, whether do I rely on people( ie. parents,close friends,akhawats etc) or The only Creator. Astagfirullah.
Knowledge can a waste if we don’t practice it. Similar like cooking. If we had the skills or knowledge of any particular complicated recipe, it will be become easier as we practice more. I guess it goes the same as any type of knowledge that we had, including the dakwah knowledge. Not all people will have access to this type of knowledge. Only those who willing to sacrifice what he or she had right now. The type of sacrifice can be either the money,strength,and even our children. As stated in the Holy Quran, the things that we can bring along after we left the world is the knowledge that we practice (ie amalan2 ). Hence, things that we had in this world will be left here.
As I or anyone need to istiqammah in order to maintain the amount of practices what what he or she had gain throughout the years of live would not be an easy task. Only those who Allah make it easier for them! SubhanAllah!!
Most of our daily tasks may it be gain a good results in studies, gain more profits in business it is a result-based led. But what Allah thought us is something is greater. Allah don’t look at our results; how high that we get on our exams or even how high is our company’s profit but on how much effort that we strive to gain that. Actually, the results has been determined long enough before Adam s.a was being created. Due to what has happens along the way, made us think that THE RESULT IS FAR MORE IMPORTANT! As I am business/accounting background, I see how people use any kind of methods to cheat in order to gain more what ever the objectives has been set in a particular company. How sad can it be!. People would do anything to gain more what he/she or they want(s) to achieves. The more I learned about what is Islam, Dakwah and Tarbiyyah Islamiyyah is all about, I tend to see so clearly that people are getting sick if we don’t treat them FAST! I don’t mean in medical terms. What I mean is the aqidah of a persons. But people don’t realise that they are sick, if only we who knew these symptom make them realise that they are unwell . As for me, I’m unwell too. Since I realise these symptom, I need to treat myself before it’s too late. On top of that, I need to be with people who will keep advising in order to stay healthy. Do pray for me akhawats, I desperately need your du’as.
Dakwahforlife,
Malaysia, 13th October 2010@ 21:52
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