Astagfirullah, it seems so long that I didn’t wrote anything here. The last entry was before I started working in Audit Firm. Now I’ve been working 4 months now. Alhamdulillah, still surviving although there will always be tears everyday.
Despite of my sadness that I faced right now, Allah send me too many good news from my beloved akhawats both in Ireland and United Kingdom. All 10 of my sweet ukhtis has passed their medical school with flying colours. Thank You Allah! Some of them will be getting married. For the sake of dakwah, I’m happy. But somehow I feel a little bit sad. Maybe it is because I’ve been quiet close with them. Feeling the emptiness in my heart.
Spoke to some of my sisters lately and I’ve told them what I feel regarding the news of my sweet sisters will be getting married. I guess, I was not the only who felt the same.
Been trying to contact one of my sisters that will be getting married soon(few days before my birthday). She seems so busy. Certain things I need to talk to her what I’ve been keeping in my heart for the past two years. Felt that there is a boundary between us. Could feel that boundary is getting bigger. I don’t what to do beside speak the truth with her. And I don’t want this boundaries getting bigger between us. Oh Allah, please forgive me
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